Heidi Montag? WTF?

Dara was at the school the other day. She did seem more mature I guess but I didn't really get to talk to her for very long. Part of me, as supposed little sister, feels I should have tried harder to talk to her after school but I didn't. I gave up easy and went to my bus. I dunno...

Also on a lighter side the other day Aaron Carter followed me on twitter. I think I had a fan girl reaction. I did a total happy dance around the office, feeling just a little silly but totally worth it. He may have gone through a really awkward stage as he grew up

i.e. this picture...

But now he's actually good looking again.

But I feel like I'm 9 years old again :)

On a weirder note my hip hop teacher, Rachel, has decided that now I look like I got a Heidi Montag makeover. WTF? I don't understand. I don't think I look anything like her but whatever. Now she insists on calling me Heidi. Wow.

To the other side of my life right now I feel melancholy alot lately. I'm not even really sure why. Just sometimes it hits me. I don't know if it's all the crap I have to do, the fact that I don't feel like I have any chance what so ever with the guy I like even if I do (which I never know because I have such awful freakin luck, and tend to fall for gay guys) Or maybe I feel abandond by my beta because I haven't heard from her in like a month (I'm actually a little worried something has happened to her like death in the family or her own death because she's usually so prompt)  heck it could even be the Heidi thing.I don't even know but every time someone asks me if I'm okay. I say I'm always alright. But I feel it in more of a secret code of the time lord's kind of way.

(Found this on fandom secrets and was like yeah I get that)\

Donna asks the Doctor if he's alright and he says I'm always alright and she asks if 'alright' is timelord code for 'really not alright at all because if it is. Then I'm alright too.' And that's how I feel for now. For no reason at all...

Stuck In My Freakin' Head!!! Damnit Charlene Kaye!

So... a day or so ago I got interested in a couple new bands. (Because I'm a creeper and I pay way to much to Harry Freaking Potter's personal life) The Freelance Whales and Charlene Kaye. One is more on the side of alternative rock/pop and Charlene is a little more indi. Either way I've found a new set of musicians for once that I just appreciate instead of being obsessed with. It's a weird new feeling for me.

Charlene Kaye

Freelance Whales

Harry Freaking Potter

Regardless of this new, non-obsessiveness (although to be fair obsession did lead to the finding of these bands...) that doesn't stop their songs from getting stuck in my head. For instance since about midnight the song Strike A Chord by Charlene Kaye has been stuck in my head and I'm not really sure what to do. Every once in a while it just shows up again. "you strike a certain chord in the thick of me and i'm terrified in seeing how it rings and it carries nah nah nah nah la la la la... (I don't know all the lyrics yet so that's what it sounds like in my head) call me too reserved nah nah nah nah nah why should i open a pandora's box of rude complications? the risk is too high for nah nah nah nah nah....

First Day As A Senior

So today was kind of a nightmare. My schedule was all screwed up and I had Astronomy II in the morning and Astronomy I fourth period. I swear someone is trying to mess with me and ontop of it all Karen isn't teaching Biology II this year so there is no such thing as an easy fix. I went to my councler, who has changed for the third time in my time at highschool, Josh, and thankfully he was able to fix my horid schedule and get me into Sarah Strassburger's class. I don't know what I would have done this year if I had to take both of my Astonomy classes in one semester, let alone one day. Ugh. But things are looking up. I have music and theatre tomorrow. The only issue there is Math 8th when my head will be falling off... but I will manage. I've done it before so I should be fine as long as I try to focus.

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Hi I'm Erin and really I only created this blog to keep up with all my dear friends who have up and left me to go to college... le sigh. This way they can all be updated at the same time with out the hectic I have to call Rachel... now Sydney... ect. Plus since someone (cough cough) isn't on verizon, I'd be racking up the phone bill like no other.
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