Heidi Montag? WTF?

Dara was at the school the other day. She did seem more mature I guess but I didn't really get to talk to her for very long. Part of me, as supposed little sister, feels I should have tried harder to talk to her after school but I didn't. I gave up easy and went to my bus. I dunno...

Also on a lighter side the other day Aaron Carter followed me on twitter. I think I had a fan girl reaction. I did a total happy dance around the office, feeling just a little silly but totally worth it. He may have gone through a really awkward stage as he grew up

i.e. this picture...

But now he's actually good looking again.

But I feel like I'm 9 years old again :)

On a weirder note my hip hop teacher, Rachel, has decided that now I look like I got a Heidi Montag makeover. WTF? I don't understand. I don't think I look anything like her but whatever. Now she insists on calling me Heidi. Wow.

To the other side of my life right now I feel melancholy alot lately. I'm not even really sure why. Just sometimes it hits me. I don't know if it's all the crap I have to do, the fact that I don't feel like I have any chance what so ever with the guy I like even if I do (which I never know because I have such awful freakin luck, and tend to fall for gay guys) Or maybe I feel abandond by my beta because I haven't heard from her in like a month (I'm actually a little worried something has happened to her like death in the family or her own death because she's usually so prompt)  heck it could even be the Heidi thing.I don't even know but every time someone asks me if I'm okay. I say I'm always alright. But I feel it in more of a secret code of the time lord's kind of way.

(Found this on fandom secrets and was like yeah I get that)\

Donna asks the Doctor if he's alright and he says I'm always alright and she asks if 'alright' is timelord code for 'really not alright at all because if it is. Then I'm alright too.' And that's how I feel for now. For no reason at all...